Friday, September 30, 2005


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These memories are definitely one, worth to be kept.
I'll never forget all the good and bad times we've had.
Love each and every single one of you'll.
Seriously gonna miss you'll.
Thanks for everything, really.

You'll never be replaced, promise.


Bea; SHAKEIT! - Primary school til today. All the smiles, all the laughters.
You've been a great part of my life, really. Thanks for all the joy you have
brought into my life. Will never ever forget you shakeit. I love you so damn
much!

Nora; PARTNER! - You've been such a GREAT partner, its just awesome. Missed
sitting next to you. Thanks for being here. I'm grateful. Really am.

Belle; PRESTY! - An AWESOME PRESTY, thats all I can say. Always there, listening
to my problems as well as giving me advices. Really am gonnna miss you. All the shit
we got into, together. The lion dance beginning of this year, as well as danceamania
last year. You're just been AWESOME, presty. AWESOME!

Donn - My first partner in 3/6. What can I say? We got into a lot of shit YES. But it was really fun! How we used to make so much noise, laugh at Mr Chan, make fun of him all. "eeeee... he's so gay" all. Hahah. That just brings back so much of memories doesn't it? Going home together all. Rahhs. Will miss you DONN.

Shayna - I'm really sorry. DOTT one day again I hope?

Evan - Primary school days itself, just brings back so many memories. You just never fail to make me laugh. Blur all. Haha. You've been a great friend.

Jasper - Thanks for everything! Just got to know you last year, but it feels like
as if I've known you for such a long time. You've beeen such a good friend. Really.

Vanessa Tng - Its been such a long time since we last spoke on the phone. My primary school best friend all. Been've in the same class for so many years. Remember those silly days in primary school. The sandwich competition where the both of us won, the tortises? Oh my. Just miss you van! Shake shake all. Haha. Thanks. Thanks for being such a great friend.

Tat - Oh my Tat! I really do miss you too. You've not changed a single bit ever since primary school know! Haha. But I guess thats what makes the person in you. Thanks for the warm tight hug during mass. Really brought back lots of memories.

Majo - Oh majo! Just miss you going crazy over those football players!

Jayne - Those days when I was in sec one. When I used to go over your place to do
the website all. Haha.

Cherine - How could I ever forget - The bleep bloop blup? We may have drifted. But the memories, will be kept in my heart.

Lizzy - Liz liz liz! I MISS YOU.

Momo - Hardly see you in school BUT. Just want you to know that I miss you Momo.

The rest - Sorry if I left you out. But. Just want you'll to know.
You'll never be forgotten. I definitely do miss those days.
Its just something I never experienced with any other classes before.
Thanks for being such AWESOME classmates and schoolmates.
School would seriously have been a bore w/o every single one of you'll.
I'm serious.

Will keep you'll in my prayers.



Anyways.
Just came back from tuition not long ago.
Really tired.

Eyes, really small and swollen.

Its just sad.

I'm gonna miss them.

And friends are friends forever
If the Lord's the Lord of them
And a friend will not say "never"
Cause the welcome will not end
Though it's hard to let you go
In the Father's hands we know
That a lifetime's not too long to live as friends


Was so touched when six`seven got together.
With Sarah, Ping, Caroline and all.

Brought back many memories.
Especially of last years adventure camp.
Six`seven.

My, it hurt.
Real bad.
Growing up with them.
Some, ever since pri school.
Its just not easy.

Not easy at all.

Wednesday, September 28, 2005

The band RONIN caame over
to our school today to perform.
Like any other gigs, we were
allowed to stand, move forward,
go wild and mad.

Hahah.

But anyhows!
It just made IJ so happening!

The guitarists.
The vocalists.
The drums.
The screaming.
The yelling.
Camera flashes.
The singing.

Just everything!
Everything that would actually
make a gig complete.

Out of the many gigs I have
attended, this was different!
Basically cos.
This was held in school,
with the teachers, principal
and all.

Some teachers and students left.
Cos they were not used to
such gigs.

All the screaming and yelling.

BUT still.
It went on. And Man!
The GUITARS were SO HOT!
Rahhhs! I like I like! : D
The bass. The electric.
RAHHHHHHS.
DAMN SEXY!

My dear Claire Chua is another one!
This crazy girl!
Started MOSHING in the middle of the gig!
Pulling me and a few others along.
Hahahah. That was funny.
So you can imagine how
corrupted it actually was!

But.
It was just so COOL!
The first time out of the many
years in IJ they actually have
performances like these.
Hahah. They should have MORE, I feel.
(:


And so basically, thats about it.


School's the same.
Stressful.
Preparation of the BIG exam.
Lessons lessons and lessons.
Remedials remedials remedials. :|

English paper yesterday.
Not really confident, I must say.
Just worried, that I may have written
out of point. Yikes.

Received both, my Chinese and English Oral marks.
Surprisingly, I passed my Chinese Oral - 25/40
Not really that good though.
But just happy, that I've passed!

As for English.
Only the top five in the class's marks
were read out. Sarah and I were one of
the top five, consisting of De Yuan,
Dan and Bianca. All five of us had 17/20!
(: Kinda happy with it.

Anyways.
Saw Mrs Siau during recess.
She's just the CUTEST!
I just LOVE her!
She's the BEST!

: D

Asked her why she didnt turn up for Feast Day
Only to find out that her birthday was on that day!

Oh My!
Gave her such a HUGE TIGHT HUG!
Wished her a belated birthday all.
Talked to her a little longer, before I left.

I just MISS her. :|
SHE WAS THE BEST!
AND SHE STILL IS!

Love her.


And so.
Basically.
Thats it.

And DATE.
I'm NOT angry with you.
How many times do I have to repeat that?
Haha.


And so.
Things I need to get/do after the exams;
- Train (BASKETBALL!)
- Shopping with Sheila! (FORESSSSTTT! Haha.)
- A new haircut (Hair's really LONG and disgusting now! ARGHH!)
- GREEN crumpler! : D
- GREEN Nike DUNKS! : D
- Shopping, Shopping and Shopping!
- Clear the mess in my room.

The list just continues.
Can't wait for the exams to end, seriously!
For now.
I've gtg.



Shall end off with this song I love! It rocks.
Midnight Highway - By: Daphne Loves Derby.


Your bitter goodbye is ringing through this quiet night,
This idle hour just wont pass
I've never missed you this much, never thought I would,
Didn't think you'd feel so far away
Your summer perfume is still, blowing through this hallway,
Autumn's amber red shadows dance
I miss our midnight rides on highway 18, 18 is gone

So go past the lights and all the excuses
You could have left "sincerely yours"
Don't you think it's obvious that I want to say more?
Cause anything too daring to say to you,
Will be said in this letter, then burned away
So you never realize, I'm here

I'm thinking of your vague reply
So I can understand
Why we put this at rest
Why we forget to
Say that we were leaving
Say that we were sorry
The past remains unspoken
As this vacant night is dying

But I still miss your summer perfume
This cold air brings such a distance to us
Such a painful distance
I'm still waiting for you to say you hate me now
So I don't have to hold on to this burning heart
This burning heart is getting old, getting old
While sitting on this cold kitchen floor,
Head down to hide the tears, ive realized
I've finally realized that you were never meant for me

Monday, September 26, 2005

rarr. so sorry date!

im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry IM SO SORRY DATE! DIDNT MEAN T MAKE YOU ANGRY! )): im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry

Sunday, September 25, 2005


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Feast Day was good.
Definitely a night to remember! : D
Will try to post as many pictures as
possible on my photoblog.

Cos I'll be going offline soon ):

My photoblog can be found under my links.
Or to make things easier;
http://thephotos-.blogspot.com
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It's okay to be angry and never let go
It only gets harder, the more that you know
When you get lonely, if no one's around
You know that I'll catch you when you're falling down
We came together but you left alone
And I know how it feels to walk out on your own

Maybe someday I will see you again
And you'll look me in my eyes and call me...
your friend.

Friday, September 23, 2005

i needed a miracle, until you came along.

Stace back again.

Church earlier.
Stepped into the newly renovated cafeteria.
Oh my. It was lovely!

Pool Table all! : D
Haha. Fr Mich's cool!

Thursday, September 22, 2005

I'm finally back online.
These few weeks have been
passing so quickly.

Teachers have been rushing against time,
trying to finish up the syllabus. So that
there'll be sufficient time for revision.

I hate it when this happens.
The amount of stress school gives these days.
ARRRGGGGGHHHHHHH! Just feel like screaming!

Exactly a week or two to exams.
And there's just SO MUCH to learn.
SO MUCH!

It just starts getting harder
chapter by chapter.

It freaks me out.
I'm scared.
:|

English Oral Exam yesterday.
Read the passage.
Talked about some clown.
So I guessed the picture
was gonna be related to clowns.
And guess what! I was RIGHT.

Poor Jamie.
Almost cried all.
Simply cos she dislikes CLOWNS.

But it was alright I guess.
At least I had much more to say
compared to last year's picture.
(:
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Really disappointed today.
I never really expected things to turn this way.
It really made me reflect.
And wonder why?

You mean.
There's nothing much to say?
Or at least, to talk about?

Is the word "hi" all you could say,
the moment we met today?
Taking into account, we havent
really seen each other,
or talked to each other for the
past few months or so, due to
your exams.

Oh my.
My best friend it is.
BEST, I repeat.

Thank GOD.
Sherlyn was there for me.
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Sherlyn`
Thanks for EVERYTHING!
You've been a great DATE!
With each passing day,
I'm lovin you more in
EVERY SINGLE WAY! (:

And yey.
I blogged.
Arent you proud of me.
Haha.

Anyways.
Tuition, School as well as Trainings
would have been NOTHING but a real bore
w/o you. I'm serious.

Thanks for all the laughters and smiles
you have brought into my life.

Dont worry about your English Oral tomorrow
alright dear? Its gonna be JUST fine.
You can do it! (:

LOVE you plenty!


Alright.
I'm off.
To study.


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When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down your face
when you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I

Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

spend all your time waiting
for that second chance
for a break that would make it ok
there's always some reason
to feel not good enough
and it's hard at the end of the day
i need some distraction
oh beautiful release
memories seep from my veins
let me be empty and weightless
and maybeiI'll find some peace tonight

in the arms of the angel
fly away from here
From this dark cold hotel room
and the endlessness that you fear
you are pulled from the wreckage
of your silent reverie
youre in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort here

so tired of the straight line
and everywhere you turn
there's vultures and thieves at your back
and the storm keeps on twisting
you keep on building the lies
that you make up for all that you lack
it dont make no difference
escaping one last time
its easier to believe in this sweet madness
oh this glorious sadness that brings me to my knees

in the arms of the angel
fly away from here
from this dark cold hotel room
and the endlessness that you fear
you are pulled from the wreckage
of your silent reverie
youre in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort here

youre in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort here




sher`

Tuesday, September 20, 2005

rwarr.
he` said something that made me melt inside out.
dies-


<33 you date!

`sher

Monday, September 19, 2005

date! sher's stressed and confused.
help me before i breakdown. rwarr. )):

sher misses stace many many!
sher misses him` plenty plenty!
sher misses dontknowwho laa. =/


sher`



guess im falling for you
******************************
when i look into your eyes
i see sunshine
the coulds are blown away
i hope youre here to stay
cause youve got me needing more of you
guess im falling for you

you walk away
my eyes caress you
then you turn and smile
youve caught me thinking of love with you
guess im falling, i may be falling for you

since i met you days are brighter
life's uneven loads are lighter
when i hear you whisper the words i long to hear dear
now i look into your eyes
im lost in knowing that you are all i want
my need for you is growing
guess im falling, i think im falling for you
think about falling for me too

Sunday, September 18, 2005

rwarr

sherlyn here! wahah
stace <3s sher many many so sher shall help stace blog too.
if not its gonna die off during the exams. haha.

anyways, someone's enjoying tuitions now ehh.
tsktsk. haha. thanks for sending me home all the time!
had so much fun with you during tuitions please. ((:
lalas. we're gonna score a1 together k date! beams-

yesterday sher went for cousin's wedding at the pines.
gosh it was ohsonice.
had fun.. cousin was so pretty. and her husband is damn goodlooking laa!
anyways, ate so much good food please. until im sick of it alr. haha.
xD anyways, me ans my sis told my mum about this super cute guy.
who turns out t be my cousin's husband's brother! oh my.
melts and evaporates- my mum was like huh him ah.. not bad laa. wahah! : D

anyways, stace abandoned me today! rwarr! )):
oh wells, was supposed t go see yeejoo's netball match thing.
but was really far and stace had church.
so we decided t meet at 10plus t study with joseph and ignatius..
who knows at about 11plus, stace called and said her mum didnt allow her t go anymore.

rwarr! almost died laa. was already with joseph and ignatius ar toa payoh mos.
gosh so embarrassing can! didnt know what t say at first.
but i guess it turned out quite okay.
cause they both are retardly hilarious! wahah.
anyways, managed t study quite a bit today i guess. yeps.
stace must be so proud of me too ehh!

haha. anyways, went with bro t swim.
gosh the coaches there have hot bods mans. drools-
damn theyre too old. haha! gosh shut up sherlyn-
lalas. xD sher had fun today.
but exams suck big time. isimplyhatethem! roars.

`yesterday you asked me something i thought you knew. so i told you with a smile, its all about you.




here's a song from me to you
----------------------------------------------------
im missing you
girl even though youre right here by my side
cause lately it seems
the distance between us is growing too wide

im so afraid that youre saying its over
its the last thing that i wanna hear

but if your heart's not in it, for real
please dont try to fake what you dont feel
if love's already gone
its not fair to lead me on
cause i would give the whole world, for you
anything you ask of me, id do
but i wont ask you to stay
id rather walk away
if your heart's not in it

you say that you love me
but baby sometimes
youre just saying the words
if youve got something to tell me
dont keep it inside
let it be heard

im so afraid that youre saying its over
girl i'll make it easy for you

if your hearts not in it, for real
please dont try to fake what you dont feel
if the loves already gone
its not fair to lead me on
cause i would give the whole world, for you
anything you ask of me, id do
but i wont ask you to stay
id rather walk away
if your hearts not in it

how i wish i could take us back in time
but its gone too far now we cant rewind
theres nothing i can do
to stop from losing you
i cant make you change your mind
if your heart's not in it

if your hearts not in it, for real
please dont try to fake what you dont feel
if the love's already gone
its not fair to lead me on
cause i would give the world, for you
anything you ask of me, id do
but i wont ask you to stay
id rather walk away
if your hearts not in it
please dont try to fake what you dont feel
if the love's already gone
its not fair to lead me on
cause i would give the world, for you
anything you ask of me, id do
but i wont ask you to stay
id rather walk away
if your hearts not in it

Saturday, September 17, 2005

Tuition has certainly been fun : D


Joo, DATE, and I.

Thanks for all the fun and
laughters during tuition!
The late night walks,
as well as bus rides.
It has been great!

: D
MWAH*
LOVE!

Saturday, September 03, 2005

Alright.
This is most probably gonna be the
last entry until my exams are
officially OVER.

Anyways.
WOW.
Time really flies.
Its three more weeks to the exam.
And I'm not prepared.
As usual.

Started studying today.
Bio ; Right Atrium, Left Atrium.
Right ventrical, Left ventrical.
Pulmonary Atery. Pulmonary Vein.
WOW. I actually remembered.
Anyways. The lists just continues.

And so.
29th of September ;
Will be the day of my very first paper.
WOW. That is like what?
In 26 days time.
OH YES! 26 days time!
Fast isn't it.

It is freaking me out.
Cos I know I'm not prepared just yet.

But Thank GOD!
The hols are here.
I guess.
It is really time
I settled down.
And really started.
STUDYINGGGGGG! Geee.

Can't afford to waste
this week of hols away.
Or else. I'm DEAD.


Received my report book yesterday.
With updates on my termly report,
which I didnt study for.

But It was alright.
Could have done better though.
But all that matters is.
The parents are happy with it.
And I have improved YES. : D

And so.
English - 53 :|
Science - 60 (Improved! :D)
Accounts - 82.1 :)
Art - 75 :)

Chinese - 42.5
Maths - 44
SS/Geog - 39.5 (Yussofffff!)

But of course!
There are subjects which
I definitely need to work on.
Yikes.

Its scary.
THE EXAMS!
Rahhs.
Definitely is.
:|

MUST study!
We all MUST!

Anyways.
Its been such a long time
since I last saw.
The Clique.
Shakeit, Partner, Evan, Jasper, Donn,
Ally, Nat, Lizzy, Pinky, Belle.

I miss them.
Very much.
:|


OH WELLS.
I guess I'll end off.
Cos theres nothing more to say.
And I realised I have been
talking NONSENSE all this while.
Woops.

Anyways.
Study hard.
And.
Til then.

(:

Take care.

I'll start blogging again.
After the exams.

For now.
I'm gonna be real BUSY
With the upcoming exams.

STUDY HARDD.

Goodbyee.